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                  <forename>Kailey</forename>
                  <surname>Fukushima</surname>
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            <publisher>University of Victoria Digital Victorian Periodical Poetry Project</publisher>
            <pubPlace>Victoria, BC, Canada</pubPlace>
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            <note><title level="j">Chambers’s Journal</title> ledger indicates that Martin Daniell was paid 10s 6d for the poem (NLS Dep 341/369). (AC)</note>
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               <title level="j">Chambers’s Edinburgh Journal</title>
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               <biblScope unit="volume">17</biblScope>
               <biblScope unit="issue">862</biblScope>
               <biblScope unit="page" from="432" to="432">432</biblScope>
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                     <incipit>When I awake from heavy-lidded sleep,</incipit>
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            <head>My Lost Lov<hi rendition="#pom_7311_incid_3">e<hi rendition="#pom_7311_hidden #pom_7311_incid_showInline">.</hi>
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               <quote>‘ He ran and shouted Lost ! Lost ! Lost !’</quote>
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               <l rendition="#pom_7311_indent-3"><seg ana="dvpp:sdAnaphora">And</seg> through the sternest labour of the <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="b">day</rhyme>,</l>
               <l rendition="#pom_7311_indent-3"><seg ana="dvpp:sdAnaphora">And</seg> when I watch the dying sun’s last <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="b">ray</rhyme>,</l>
               <l><seg ana="dvpp:sdAnaphora">And</seg> while my soul in fancy’s dreams I <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="a">steep</rhyme>—</l>
               <l rendition="#pom_7311_indent-3">For ever ringing through my work or <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="b">play</rhyme>,</l>
               <l>Those words, like a perpetual <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="c">moan</rhyme>,</l>
               <l>Make to my life a constant under<rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="c">tone</rhyme>.</l>
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               <l rendition="#pom_7311_indent-2">What have I <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="d">lost</rhyme>,</l>
               <l rendition="#pom_7311_indent-3">That such a murmur ever haunteth <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="e">me</rhyme> ?</l>
               <l>What sad enchantment hath my life so <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="d">crost</rhyme>,</l>
               <l rendition="#pom_7311_indent-3">And taught me such a minor melo<rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="e">dy</rhyme> ?</l>
               <l>I will look back into the past and <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="e">see</rhyme></l>
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               <l>That I have lost a love—a love that <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="g">seemed</rhyme></l>
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               <l><seg ana="dvpp:sdAnaphora">That</seg> love for ever mine ; but Love hath <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="h">wings</rhyme>,</l>
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               <l rendition="#pom_7311_indent-2">And yet I had not <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="i">sought</rhyme></l>
               <l>This love; it came unasked, a shivering <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="j">bird</rhyme>,</l>
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               <l>But I received that love with sorrow <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="i">fraught</rhyme>,</l>
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               <l rendition="#pom_7311_indent">That little Love—and I did <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="m">strive</rhyme></l>
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               <l>And so it lived all through the early <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="l">spring</rhyme>.</l>
               <l>I did not know that when its wings were <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="n">strong</rhyme>,</l>
               <l rendition="#pom_7311_indent">My bird would fly and <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeFeminine" label="o">leave me</rhyme>.</l>
               <l>O Love ! my love ! whom I have loved so <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeMasculine" label="n">long</rhyme>,</l>
               <l rendition="#pom_7311_indent">How couldest thou so <rhyme type="dvpp:rhymeFeminine" label="o">grieve me</rhyme> ?</l>
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               <persName>Martin Daniell<hi rendition="#pom_7311_hidden #pom_7311_incid_showInline">.</hi>
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