BETA

Without and Within.


Once spake a gray-hair’d poet :  A noble thing and
good
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To strike a heat adown the chain of our great brother-
hood ;
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To send the blazing torch of truth from eager hand to
hand,
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To bid thought’s swift electric wire vibrate from land to
land.
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To nurse a generous seed that in the mind hath taken
root
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Then waft it forth on kindlier soil to come to nobler
fruit,
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By fire-lit hearth, in love-lit heart, a heritage to claim ; 7
This have men call’d an idle breath, the vanity of
Fame !
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But as to champing steed the noise of battle from
afar
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That bids him paw the ground, and neigh to trumpet-
sound, Ha, ha,
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Is Fame to poet-soul, and mine hath shared among the
rest ;
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Yet was the praise of earliest days the sweetest and the
best !
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And it is with me now as when with keen, ambitious
breast,
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At school I struggles with my mates, and ever foremost
press’d ;
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Yet knew not what I won—the worth or sweetness of
my prize
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Till I took it home, and read them both within my
mother’s eyes !
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My mother! She to whom I read my earliest rude
essays,
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Who pinn’d my verses in her gown, and on her household
ways,
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As she kept moving, to herself she said them ever soft ;19
I had a true-love afterwards that read them not so
oft !
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And He, the kind old bachelor whose heart had been for
one
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Too much, and so he shared it out with all beneath the
sun
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I see his broad and honest brow, the sparkle in his
eye,
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(A steadfast fire undimm’d by age,) I hear his slow
reply.
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The patientest of anglers he, and I the quietest25
Of dreamy boys, true comrades we,—he chose me from
the rest ;
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Content to saunter by his side in silence through the
day,
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Through coppice and by stream, the while my thoughts
were far away,
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Perhaps with Crusoe in his isle ; our noonday meal we
took,
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Beneath an old gray-lichen’d rock that beetled o’er the
brook ;
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Then were our tongues set free at last !  not learning
much nor wit
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Went with our simple far, but talk as well that sea-
son’d it.
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I never hear a chafing brook, nor see the smooth stones
lie
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Beneath it golden-brown, or mark the mailed dragon-
fly
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Shoot past, but something o’er my soul a summer feel-
ing sends,
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That brings my good old kinsman back, and all my boy-
hood’s friends.
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One still is left—the friend that fought my battles out
at school ;
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Now would he fight them with the world, if ever it
should cool
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To verse of mine—yes, inch by inch contending : not a
line
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He reads, but takes them all on trust, content that they
are mine.
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Now have I made me store of friends the kindred of my
mind ;
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They give unto me of their wealth, I pay them back in
kind ;
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The world needs music at its feasts, it bids me welcome
free ;
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It loves me for the songs I sing, but these loved my
songs for me !
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And so to such as these my heart flies back, a thing set
free ;
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It craveth more than doth the mind, less cold equality ;46
Love is the one true leveller below—he bringeth down,47
He raiseth up, he sets on all his chosen brows a crown :48
For he hath gold enough, enough of sweetness in his
tone
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To lend an echo unto Fame far deeper than its own ;50
Its hollow cymbal-sound is gone, and hush’d its selfish
din,
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When praising from Without is met by loving from
Within.
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