Not Alone !

Companions
                              fair had I, while as a child,1
                        
                        I danced along the smooth ascent to youth,2
                        
                        Light-footed Joy, brave Hope, and Fancy wild,3
                        
                        With wondrous fairy tales, all told for truth—4
                        
                        Love too was near, and came at every call ;5
                        
                        Flung kisses, and fond words to great and small ;6
                        
                        But of love’s nature then I scarce took note at all.7
                        Companions these, along youth’s level way ;8
                        
                        Hope, now the dearest, never left my side—9
                        
                        But Joy and Fancy would not always stay,10
                        
                        And Love, drawn closer, proved with pain allied :11
                        
                        No longer gave she freely as of yore,12
                        
                        But set a price upon her priceless store,13
                        
                        And e’en when best repaid, in secret pined for more,14
                        Companions still are these, although I find15
                        
                        The path grow narrow as my steps descend :16
                        
                        Joy, Hope, and Fancy sometimes lag behind—17
                        
                        Let them !  so Love keep by me to the end !18
                        
                        Love changed and chasten’d—careless grown of sway19
                        
                        Careless how any prize her or repay ;20
                        
                        Caring for this alone—to give herself away !21